this is my inspiration.

the 10th ANTM winner, Whitney. she's of size 10.
im of size 12 but 10 is wearable except that my bust is way too big, thank you very much.
see, we're the new SEXY!!!

there will be no dieting for me. just lots of pampering - not in terms of food ok. exercise is a must, too. for my health's sake. im definitely loving single life again.

but i miss the frequent all girls outings i had back then more. the gossips, the laughter, the craziness, the advices, the bitchings, etc. yes, i miss all those. i miss the decent enjoyments we had together coz clubbing is definitely not my thing - and they know it, of coz.
yes, i want those get togethers more. once a week. a whole day. all the girls. no boys. just US.
Liyah.
Bella.
Eqyn.
Susi.
Fyza.
Jinah.
Jen.
will there ever be US again?
but... everyone's growing up.
sigh.

no doubt, i still miss my great friends from other "divisions".
Micey - JYSS truant partner.
Emma - JYSB freak.
Fyza - the other malay girl in DMTM.
Yaya - cute, blur queen of MEED1A.
Heira - sweet, unexpected babe of W14P.
yes, i miss them all. oh gosh.
i'm so going to have a birthday party for 2 nights.
1 night... JUST GIRLS.
that's my wish.

how is it like being single AGAIN?
mixed feelings, really. it's just too much to be described in words.

turning 22 and single.
BAH!!!
well, it's about time i have a real makeover from my hair till my toenails isnt it. im getting a double 2. that's pretty scary. when am i going to settle down. maybe singing in the kitchen does make you have later marriage. OMG. hahaha!!

chalet stuffs have been bought. i cant wait.
another chalet in June. what to plan for my parents' anniversary eh. hmmm...
cheerios!

it's useless. i need to start jogging. but thanks to my foot. argh!!! and seriously, it's not an excuse. i can barely walk normally and worst, i'd lose my balance at times. how to jog?!?! so sad you know. now im forcing myself to walk properly. since it doesnt hurt as much now. and seriously, that doctor need to buck up her sewing skills. only 6 stitches for more den 5cm cut?!?! and the stitches are all over my foot la, thank you. grrrr...
should i work tomorrow or go out with this guy i think i'll work. :)
goodbye!

seriously, i need to stop going online. coz it's making me really lethargic. i supposed i gained all the weight that i'd lost because of the stupid foot. i am really unhappy.
i've been eating as a substitude to loneliness. food is my bestfriend. and this great friendship will have to end. i'm sorry, i'll have to leave you.
it's holiday and somehow, im not enjoying it. thanks to the accident.
frankly, he's a jerk. he didnt bother to join me to the hospital. neither did he visit me after the accident. and after we met, he didnt even sent me home. on top of that, he didnt even thought of compensating the medical fees. urgh. still have the cheek to say that he wanted to be with me. on top of that, Khai kept teasing me abut getting on with him. like... NO!
im going back to work tomorrow by hook or by crook. im dying of boredom and getting sick of eating. im having a headache now coz i've been thinking of so many things at the same time. and believe me, i've no idea what they really are.
im super full.
bye.

too many people calling me up now. it's getting really annoying. one even thought that he can get laid with me. has the cheek to say that he dont like plump people. he's a big time loser i tell you. said that if someone plump to be at the back of his bike, his tyres will burst. and i told him "have you experienced that before?". he said no.
-_-"
no logic. unless your tyres are made of balloons, idiot.
i'd talked with this guy most of the time yesterday. interesting and smart (accountancy in SP k). planned to meet him this coming wednesday. but i think im going to have to call it off. hoho!! coz he's skinny. and im a mama bear. hahahaha!!!
shit.
i know 2 chefs now. like... WOW.
lots of NS dudes... dots.
losers. urgh.

so far, my foot's doing good. i'd cleaned it yesterday. now it looks better.
i want to go to the zoo.
random.

bye!

im gonna be on a bar diet.
period.